Interlock Shock


My mind hasn’t gone down that road in quite a long time.

At first there was curiosity,

But then there was honest to God fear.

I’m on my own path as it is,

And it’s definitely the one I want to be on.
But there are times I recall the old road;

There is no interlock between these two nodes.

Sometimes I worry about its maintenance and care,

But something tells me these are thoughts I can’t share.


Journal #27- Big Dream


Topic: What stops you from making the first step towards your dream?
    Doubt, definitely doubt. The dream is to have that great life. You know, with the house and the partner and the amazing career. The aspect I really focus on nowadays is the career. And the thing that sets me back the most when it comes to that dream is doubt.
     I doubt whether or not I’ll be good enough in my job field of choice. I worry that I won’t be up to par, or that I won’t ever be able to actually show my skills. There’s that fear that I’d be rejected from my choice of work because there are others far more educated or experienced than me. Doubt is a dangerous weed that has definitely invaded my vibrant garden.